TSIAN ZHANG

In a world of ostriches, be a giraffe.

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It’s not emotional eating if it’s after midnight, right? 🍪😬 #InsomniaCookies at 2:45 am. It’s me, hi 👋, I’m the problem, it’s me. Rewatching 👑The Crown👑 and balancing gut health for both breakfast and drama because the British monarchy isn’t going to digest itself……🐎😂 She said: we’re #matching or we’re not leaving the house. 👯‍♀️ #Boston 🛫🌃🛬 A haunted house! 💀 Every time I see a bunny now, my brain goes: “high-affinity… great specificity… solid immunogen response.” 🐰🧬 Selling rabbit antibodies has officially ruined all innocent bunnies for me…… they’re no longer cute, they’re commercially viable. 👀👀👀 Anyways, If you need antibodies… you know who to contact (ME). Sometimes you’re just casually reading papers… and suddenly one reaches out, taps you on the shoulder, and says, “Hey. Remember your past research?” 🦎🕷️🧬 Wasn’t looking for it. Didn’t expect it. Academia truly works in mysterious (and slightly funny) ways. There was no actual fish in this “poke” bowl. 🥣👀🐟🐠 Okay maybe it was just a salad bowl with soy sauce. 10/10 flavor. 🌶️ 0/10 stomach experience. ☠️ A heavy, twisting knot deep in your stomach…… not sharp enough to scream, but constant enough that you can’t ignore it. Waves of pressure roll in, tight and uncomfortable, like your stomach is slowly protesting every bite you enjoyed. You’re not nauseous exactly, just painfully aware of every churn, every squeeze, every second passing. It’s the kind of pain that makes you sit still, breathe shallowly, and think, “Okay… this was a mistake.” Cute cup, traumatic coffee. 👀 Proof that looks are not everything. When life gets sticky, we choose grass jelly. I just need to get through this week with minimal chaos and decent vibes…… The calendar turns, still scented with memories. Once upon a prompt ✨, ChatGPT wove a storybook scene in pixels: a Christmas kiss, warm lights breathing softly in the background, a quiet giraffe standing watch, and a moment so tender it feels like it knows your heart before you do. 🎄🦒💫 I love my focus time in the morning, with a cup of coffee in hand and the world still quiet. It feels like a clean slate, no noise, no rush, just clear thoughts slowly lining up. Line’s out, brain’s still on duty. 🎣 so the eternal question here: am I working, am I resting, or am I just professionally bad at both? I don’t want the holidays to end…… even though I don’t really know how to relax during them anyway. I just want the lights to stay on, the days to feel slower, and the pressure of “what’s next” to wait a little longer. 🥲 On this last day of 2025, I really miss you, my dearest Luna and Doodle. The year went by quietly, but the absence never did, it just changed shape. Some days it feels heavier, some days softer, but it’s always there. Time keeps moving forward whether I’m ready or not, and I tell myself that maybe that means I’m one year closer to seeing you again. I don’t know when or how, but holding onto that thought makes the sadness a little easier to sit with, especially today, as another year comes to an end. Sure, time goes by, but I never want to move on, just forward. And here we are, moving forward into 2026, pretending we have a plan while confidently pressing “continue” (like we had a choice). 🗓️ In the new year, I hope time is gentle with all of us. I hope time continues to soften the edges, even if it never fills the space. I hope for more peace and comfort of knowing love never really leaves. I hope for more moments where I can smile without guilt, knowing love doesn’t disappear when joy returns. I hope I grow in every direction that matters, learning to be more patient, more understanding, and more present. I hope I become independent in a way that is unshakable, where the love you left behind becomes part of who I am, not something I need to hold onto to survive. 🥹 And with all of that, I hope for a happy #2026…… one where I’m emotionally stable, reasonably well-rested, making good decisions (most of the time), and still being guided by you, who would absolutely judge me if I didn’t try my best. ❤️Love, mom. Okay this is how much I love these CC creams… ✨ I don’t just use them… 😅 I hoard them! 🧴🧴🧴 I could swim in them… 🏊‍♀️💦😎 and if society collapses, 💥🌍☠️ I would want to be sealed in a bunker 🧱🔒 filled wall-to-wall with them 🧴✨ because at least I’ll be feeling good about myself thanks to them……💀🔥😌 #ITcosmetics An emotionally supported, self-appreciation corner……💄

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